All the times ..

All the times she BLAMED ME.
All the times she HATED ME.
All the times she MADE ME FEEL BAD. WORTHLESS. STUPID. UNLOVED. UGLY. FAT. WRONG.
All the times she CHOSE HER BOYFRIEND OVER ME.
All the times she CRUSHED MY SELF-ESTEEM.

All the times she DIDN'T CARE.

All the times she TOLD ME I WAS WRONG.

All the times she TOLD ME TO PULL MYSELF TOGETHER.

All the times she DIDN'T HAVE THE TIME.
All the times she FORGOT ME.
All the times she HURT ME.
All the times she TOLD ME I WAS IMMATURE.
All the times she WOULDN'T HELP ME.

All the times she TOLD ME I WASN'T GOOD ENOUGH.

All the times she HELD ME BACK.
All the times she DIDN'T UNDERSTAND.
All the times she DIDN'T WANT ME.
All the times she TOLD ME I WAS SUPPOSED TO BE HAPPY.
All the times she MADE ME AFRAID OF HER.
All the times she DIDN'T TRUST ME.
All the times she LIED TO ME.
All the times she TOOK AWAY MY DREAMS.
All the times she WANTED TO ARGUE.
All the times she TOLD ME TO GET OVER IT.
All the times she WANTED TO CONTROL ME AND MY LIFE.
All the times she TOOK AWAY MY SMILE.
All the times she BETRAYED ME.
All the times she TOLD ME I WAS FINE.
All the times she GAVE UP.
All the times she WOULDN'T FORGIVE ME.
All the times she TOLD ME TO CHANGE.
All the times she LEFT.
All the times she TOLD ME TO GROW UP.
All the times she HIT ME...

I BROKE a little more.
I CRIED a little more.
I CUT a little more.