onsdag den 25. april 2012

Tjah

Så er det vel sandt, hvad de siger.
Ekskærester skal ikke forsøge at være venner. Det går ikke...

Farvel, søde, lille, Gubbi. Jeg kommer til at savne dig. But nothing lasts forever.




Why can he still make me feel this way?

Lips that felt just like the inside of a rose ..

Dear people who question why girls go to the bathroom together:


Hermione went alone and got attacked by a troll.
Moaning Myrtle went alone and died.

onsdag den 18. april 2012

My true colour's gone, like a picture nobody sees ..

But I guess, I was in love with your memory ..


You know I love you,
I really do.
But I can't fight anymore for you.
And I don't know,
maybe we'll be together again,
sometime in another life..
And I’m sad today.
And I cut myself again this morning.
And I miss my best friend, who’s also my ex.
And I don’t have any friends anymore. Or atleast, none  of them talks to me.
And here I am again. Forcing laughter, faking smiles.
And I just want to go home.
And cuddle with my cat.
And cry.
And cut. Again.
And I don’t know what to do anymore.
And I’m so close to breaking into tears right now, and nobody notices. Nobody.
And I want people to know. But I'm too scared to tell.

torsdag den 12. april 2012

Hygge.

Hvor er det bare hyggeligt at blive kaldt Narrefisse. Tak for lort! :)


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lørdag den 7. april 2012

Tumblr

Fra min Tumblr-blog:

Don’t cheat. If you’re not happy, just leave.

My ex cheated on me with his ex, about a year and four months ago. We had been together for two weeks. And even though I broke up with him three weeks ago, I still think about it a lot. Why wasn’t I enough? Was I not good enough for him? I have so many questions. But of course, he’s a schizophrenic. And he claims, that he can’t remember anything. Conversations (between him and his ex) on MSN say something else though, but that’s another story. The point is, I’m still hurting. I will never cheat on anybody, cause I know how much it hurts. Breaking someone’s trust like that… I will never be the same. I will never trust people the same. I trusted that guy with everything I had.

torsdag den 5. april 2012

Sorryyyy

Undskyld jeg ikke har opdateret længe! Men jeg har brugt Tumblr meget... Det er nogle gange nemmere at udtrykke sig igennem ord, der allerede er blevet skrevet.
Anyways, jeg har fået det værre. Så slemt, at jeg ikke har noget imod, at dø. Jeg tænker ofte på, at jeg bare kunne gå ud foran den bil der?, hvordan det mon ville være at blive ramt af et tog?, osv... Og nej, jeg ved ikke hvorfor, jeg har det sådan her. Det er ikke fordi jeg fortryder, at jeg slog op med Gubbi. For det gør jeg ikke. (Og ja..... vi flirter stadig.)
 Min mor siger, at vi efter påske kan snakke om hvornår jeg må se Gubbi igen. Det irriterer mig  meget! For det skal hun ikke bestemme!? Det kan godt være, hun er bange for, at vi bliver "bolle-venner" eller finder sammen igen, men uanset hvad så rager det ikke hende! Det kan godt være, at hun ikke kan lide ham, og ikke vil have jeg skal være kærester med ham, men hun skal ikke holde mig fra at se ham!? I øvrigt, føler jeg bare, at jeg er nødt til, at være kærester med ham, for at måtte se ham. Hun kan ikke tillade sig, at vælge og vrage i mine venner, som det passer hende! Jeg er ligeglad med, at vi "lige" har slået op! IIHHHH. SUR TEENAGER, WATCH OUT!!! :C

 Savner dig, Flotte. <3