My life

And I’m sad today.
And I cut myself again this morning.
And I miss my best friend, who’s also my ex.
And I don’t have any friends anymore. Or atleast, none  of them talks to me.
And here I am again. Forcing laughter, faking smiles.
And I just want to go home.
And cuddle with my cat.
And cry.
And cut. Again.
And I don’t know what to do anymore.
And I’m so close to breaking into tears right now, and nobody notices. Nobody.
And I want people to know. But I'm too scared to tell.